in exactly 2 hours there ll be our wedding!!!!

my hair is done and after a night of rain the sun comes out *-*!!!

soooooooooooooooooo excited x3!!!!!!

love you jay!!!!!!!!!kisu

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I proudly present MY VISAAAAAAAAAA!!!

baby my love i m paaaaaaaaaaacking!!

and yaaaaaaaaaay we did it!!!

and i will fly over to you
Paaaaaaaaaaaaaarty

to all my friends!!

----- I will be at the Hanami! still search a driving possibility..

------ maybe on the chisaii.

ATTENTION: if anybody want still to cosplay or meet me let me know!!!

meoooww

about my easter.. hmm nothing the visa was the best and only thing.. just boring.. tv and way to much food...

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I SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
miss
my LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE!!!!!

it is killing me...

it is F***ng killing me..
to wait the next 2 month , 2 #MONTH# to gover then F***CK
believe me guys when i finally can leave i will leave like this:


i so need the arms of my love arround me...

not talking.. u know.. hugging n stuff >.<

at least this evening i will have a girlz night with cocolate fondue and movies and stuff wooooot!

we are all so emotional all 4 of us ^^
think we will pick a love cry movie and will eat the healing chocolate x3
gggggg

BABY:

I miss you.. i need you and i m incomplete without u .........................

kisu

ps beam me over...

thanks for reading mina san ^^..

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OMG!!!!!!!!!

I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooo !!!! and also !!

I feel like in the matrix argh!!! like the bad black kitty appears two times and then you have trouble..

ok first i woke up after again just 3 hours of sleep... I tried just to get up and drive directly to my doctor..
cause yesterday the embassy called again!! guess what..
they want another proof of antibodies for different stuff!!! i was like:
!!!

but before i could leave my mum was like take some more laundry with you (before you guys ask, my parents are divorced.. and mum is to to finally set up the waching machiene.. i stay like this: cause it is her life and i dont give a f***k after me and dad offered her 1000 times help for the flat and i tried to help her to go back to a normal life, i totally gave up. i m like this about her atm: and i m not asshamed.. i tried really hard to help.. BUT the only person who can help her is She so if she dont start moving her A*s she never will *sigh*

ok because mum cant find in her flat my papers which proof that i ve all the illnesses , where i can proove the antibodies with and the flueshoots i got as a child, i have to go through hell and so much fun , ooooooooooh yes i love to have needles in my arms like 3 times a week!!! and not even needles i think because she cant find it i payed for her forgotteness like over 150 euro already for proovings n stuff!!!
really i m feeling as the adult in this sad daughter - mother relationship...

well ok next! wish i could scream that..
after the doctor instead of i could go on with packing to finish everything so i m ready to flyyyyyyyyyy to my loooove

i had to wash two machines of laundry.....

cause mum.. well i told u guys...

so i was kinda checking what i still ve to pack from dads place.. especially i ve to mention i stored all my cosplays at dads place...., gosh this will be a project to move all save over the ocean....well at least i killed some time...

and yeah back at mums home i was hang up the laundry.. we dont have really dryer over here in germany Oo.....and then

i wanted to chill write some mails to my love ..
and guess what happened???


my computer again!!! guess? jupp again no mainboard to find >.< why WHYYYYYYYYYY...
dear computer-chan cant you stay healthy the last F****ng month??!??!?

ok at least 2 good news the woman from the embassy swear that this will be the last proof i ve to reach in..
oh yeah and she wanted to cheer me up with the sentence: well at least i can already tell you you have no HIV i was like .. o.o...
o. O
... o.o....
O. o...
O. O
damn Bit*h!!! i know that!!!? i m a save and a one man girl ??!!!

well.... i will go on now with my work..and packing.. and sorting...



Haru....

ps...: i need my and some and some and love and neeeeeeeeed you baby T.T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




thank you for reading this and being understandeble about my sitiuation and that you guys gave me the oppertunity to get some steam away from my chest.. today is just not my day......



ps2: it is funny how much agressive and angry smileys DA has!! lol
give us mor ofthe love smiley ^. ^ and kitty ones !!! wooot lol

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Today i got the last paper which i ve to proof for the visa!!!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!

I had to show them that i ve my antibodies for different illnesses.
aaaaaaaand : everything is fine x3!!!


sadfully my mum stole me my half day because of her disorginastation... no cellphone with her, kept me waiting for like 5 hours......... :exlosion:
and as i explained her that it was important cause i had to send the letter with the results to the embassy..
she was not even sorry about...... i would drove if i could but gas is in germany very expensive.. would ve been a extra way for my dad.. cause my mum.. yeah.. she got the car...

the rest of the week i will work hard to pack all my stuff togehter...


yay my love is in a half n hour back
cant wait!!!


ok thats all for today x3 meow!




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